Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Ok, so we have decided that im gonna wait. After me lik breaking down in tears and saying that i dont think im ready. I jsut dont, i think it would be a backwards step adnr ight nwo i want to focus ont his, because i want to get over it and then never have to go back to hospital but i feeel that once im in school i woudl feel that i could stop eating, im normal again i can got ot school so why am i so freaksh adn eating six times a day? Thats how i think and thats how i would think. So for now im gonna wait and im gonna go and see the teacher here at te hospital, so thats good. Not sure how long im gonna wait, but i feel for now, ill get mroe settled as a day patient, it might be once were out of the hotel (which is two weeks, we can only eb here for  two weeks and hten we have to find somewhere else) so maybe soemtime after that i'll look at school again.

Wish me luck!

xxx

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