Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Fuck everything

Everything is just so fucking stupid. I hate it. The world seems to revolve around food.
  And theres nothing to fucking do. When i finally have the weekend, time to do what i want. My mum cant be bothered, she wants to go out in nature.We bloody lived in nature for ten years,she had plenty of it. Wh ydoes she have to go Eco Freak now. My day has sucked all i've dine is gotten lost in a forest ebacseu my mum dragged me there.
  And now we cant even go to the cinema, the one thingw hich i was lookin forward to. It jsut bloody sucks.
 And onw ednesday when we have to go out of the hotel i dont even know where im gonna stay, and then how im suppsoed to come here, to Mando. I dont fucking want o be in hospital, and i dont fucking need ot be in hospital. Im perfectly fine. Everyne is jsut stupid, thinking that me, needs to be in hospital, the only reason i need ot be in hospita is to lose wieght, not gain weight.
  I think the person who invented BMI jsut made it so that they werent fat. So that 18 on BMI is FAT, and 14 is normal. So they can jstu fuc off, those fatpeople telling us to gain weight, why dont they fucking lose weight nstead?


Uggghhh.......... i hate it.Weekends jsut suck. 

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