Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Just one day

What i really wish is; To just have one day, one day where i dont have to worry about all this. One day where i can be told, you know what, today you dont have to eat. I would very much appreciate that. Its liek when my CF jsut gets too much to deal with, i get a day or two where i can jstu forget my tablets, my inhalers, feel normal.    
  I wish that for just one day, i didnt have to eat. It would feel nice. I would love it. But i know that that one day [ if i was ever even allowed it] would turn into two days, then three and soon a week and hten a motnh [of course with occasional nibbles, couldnt completly NOT eat]           
It would be nice though. I still wish that idditn have to eat. I would liek to jstu dissapear. Not eat for a while!



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