Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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The beach.

Today, well.. let me see... i did nothign special, went to the library and borrowed a film, "Julie adn Julia.". thats about all. The weather was alot better, its been raining for hte last couple of days but today, as it was predicted, the sun was out!! :) Didn tget much time in it, but still, its nice that its out.
  At visting hours, my sister, her friend, her sisters sister and her sisters mum came by. So we went out to a little beach. I dont really know if im allowed out because my like supervisor gave otu to me the last day because iw etn out to a cafe with my sister and friend and her mum. My supervisor was like, you cant just go out, you have to plan these things." Well you aint no bloody good help!! I dont know if i have people visiting and what we'll do, i cant plan it. But anyway, it was ncie at the beach. We jsut sat down and then we played this word game. were there's a word on a card and you have to try to explain the word so the other people can guess what word it is. So that was quite fun, but the time jsut flew by.

Tomorrow though i'm allowed time out, not nearly enough, after lunch till dinner. I sould realy be allowed to take dinner or lunch or even both at home. But i think its the fact that its not mum, its a friends mum thats taking me out. So it all gets a bit diffucult then.
 But we''re planning to go to the beach. so we'll take some stuff with us. So hopefully that will be good. I dont know. :/ We'l lsee, but i'll write tomorrow anywy!!

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