Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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24 hours!

The only thing left which i need to fill to be able to move down to the hotel and become a day-patient is to be out  for 24 hours. So i'll take all my meals at home. So gonna do that on saturday, gonna stay at my aunts. I dont know if im looking forward to it or not. Like its just weird with her now. She came to visit me today with my sister and our friend. And it was jsut weird, like as shes not my parent when the doctors told her that i coudlnt walk, well i couldnt walk, unlike my mum who would be like, ok, i understand you cant do much walking, but your still allowed to walk. :( Hurh, she also wanted to but chinese food, but i was like, "NO WAY!" Chinese must be one of the most fattening foods there is, there is no way in hell that i am eating that. and then she became a bit like... i dont know, but my sister got it, i wasnt trying to be diffucult but at the moment some foods i just dont eat so she tried to explain it. but i dont know what will happen. But as my aunt is working all week, she wont be able to visit or take me out if i have time out.:( So i'm gonna have to wait until thursday, when i can hopefully go out with my friends mum. she also acts weird around me, but if i have my sster and my two friends it might not be as weird and hoepfully we can go to the cinema or beach or something.
  It was nice when my sister and friend came to visit, my siser is making it a big deal to come and visit me which is extremyl nice becase im sure she has better things to do than visit her anorexic sister in hospital. But its really nice of her. And she even bought me magazines, expensive magazines!! :) I think it was my mums money though!! :)
 Err... i think thats it.

For now, but you guys know that i'll be back!! :)


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