I like to warm up with 10 sets of selfies ;)

What to do when you're excited to get out and start running but realise you have 6 hours to go?..... (scheduled post... i wrote this at 4.15pm!) -_-' I think i ate my Ben and Jerrys too early ;) hahaha. Too much energy right now!

So instead, i decided to take some selfies  :) :) There wont be so many pictures of me running so it will be before/after pictures... though i dont think anyone i.e my mum will be waiting at the end but at least me and my step dad are running the race together (though we've said that we will run in our own tempo and meet at the end!)

If you dont like my selfies, just skip this post :) But serisouly... why wouldnt you like my 101 selfies?  Self obsessed? Only when im excited!!!!

 ^^^hahahah, my desk just gets messier and messier!

hahaha, if my hairband hadnt been there it would have been an ok photo... ohh, and the chair???!!

Outfit

Hahah, trying my best to take some good photos... you can tell im not a model anyway!

Let me take a selfie....!

Scrolling through my gallery on my phone and most of my pictures are food, my dog and flexing shots? Hmmm, i dont have much of a life!!! XD

   But this morning, after straightening my hair (it always gives me a little confidence boost when i do this, i dont know why?) I decided to take some actual selfies ;) Hhahaha.

   And well, why not share them? ;) Thats what your supposed to do on a blog right? Take loads of photos of yourself and let the rest of the world see?

  

The funny thing is, thousands of people have seen me at my worst, seen photos where im bloated, my self harm scars, super skinny, progress from skinny to strong etc etc And so many photos i look back and think, Why did i post them?

  Sometimes it feels like i actually forget that i have so many readers who actually see & most probably judge all the photos i post!! hahaha, oh well.... ;)

^^My tattoo ;) (Ive written about my tattoos coming up in a post a little later today ;))

And here is my breakfast (with coffee X2 because i am super tired today!)

Outfit of the day!

Next stop fashion blog? Hahaha, im only joking!!! I dont do outfits of the day, because i have no fashion sense and cant seem to pose properly!!
  But i felt i atleast needed to show what i was wearing now that its...The day before Easter?
  Today we are eating Easter lunch at P's parents place, so i took the chance to dress up!

However.... it was a struggle to get the dress on :/ I bought this dress in December, while i was in NY... and now 4 months later, my back has gotten bigger frmo strength training and i could barely zip it up!!! I think that is the only negative thing with strength training. That you no longer fit in your old clothes anymore... I have to squeze my legs into my old jeans... But i am also this really weird size, like some parts i need S like my waist/breast area but my back needs like a medium... or something? haha. Hard to explain.
  Though im never going to give up strength training, so i guess i just need to focus on a new wardrobe... but for now, when im still building muscle, i think i'll wait with that :) hahah

^^ Hahahah. I am such a freak ;) 

My modelling capabilities are about -10!!! ;)

Waffle day

Apparently i seem to have missed that today is the waffle day? I dont know if its international or not, but today all i have seen is pictures of waffles and welll....Im feeling slightly jealous! In all honesty, im not craving waffles (eaten so much food today that i feel sick ^_^) But i mean, i wouldnt say no to a waffle :)



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Otherwise, today has been a pretty good day. There really isnt so much to say... However lunch was delicious today, i took fish with some sort of pesto topping. And ive always hated pesto, my whole life but today it was delicious!! Definitely going to be making more dishes using pesto :)

Otherwise.... the day has just passed by. Lots of studying and work done.. but still, this inner stress and anxiety is building up in me as i have an assignment due on Thursday and 2 tests to study for next week... And all i want to do is relax, not feel stressed and forget about anything that has got to do with studying or work.

Today i wore a belly top and you know what, i felt both self conscious but at the same time confident? haha.

There are quite alot of people ive seen wearing them, and well ive always wanted to be confident enough to wear one in public as well... 

Because i mean when im at home i pretty much just walk around in a sports bra... so its not that i dont like my body (because i do) or dont feel confident showing my belly... its just that i have always thought about what others will think of me.

But what i am getting better at, is not caring about what others think...

To wear what i like and not care about others opinion!!

I felt pretty good actually !! haha

Outfit of the day

Its been a while since ive posted my 'outfit' for many reasons... 1) I have no fashion sense 2) i dont have time to take a picture 3) i always seem to look really ugly on photos (??).. what am i doing wrong? and 3).... well, this isnt a fashion blog  ;) hahah

Anyway, this is how i look today.... why am i actually bothering to 'look good to school'? Well... maybe there's a someone who i want to look good for? ;)

My outfit

And somehow, i managed to get ready in time.... it might have been the double espresso i drank? But my mum is so kind and has offered to drive me to my school (Fine ok... i might have begged... sort of!)

Im sorry for the bad lighting and the background.... and you cant really see the dress properly, but here is what im wearing for the house dinner :)

Outfit of the day

Good morning Friday!! :)
  This is me today...I felt i havent posted an outfit in a while!! Not that i am that into fashion or clothing... or have any fashion sense at all... but this is how i dress ;) Love it or hate it! XD

Me today :)

Because i dont know what else to post.....

 

^^I decided to get dressed even though im not really gonna be doing anythign today.. or not that im aware of...

But i prefer to atleast have 'proper' clothes on... not just pyjamas!! :)