Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Backwards

I just seemt o want to go backwards. Whether its cus i miss the way how i used to eat nothing, or how i used to always feel cold. r whether its cus i miss my home in ireland. Or even wanting to go back to having my inpatient supervisor, it always eems that i want to go backwards, enevr forwards. I seem to get comfortable and i seemt o be scared to take a step forward, i just want to stay where i am, comfortable. And the more i think of it, the mre i miss it and hte more uncomfortable and uneasy i get.Because i miss it. I miss being comfortable, i miss not eating. I just miss it all and wish i could go back and its hard to direct my thoughts else where, even now i could jsut keep writing the same thi ng, syaing how much i miss the past. :(

Annoying, very.

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