Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Last night.

So me and my mum took the bsut o where my sister nad her frend are staying. On the way we stopped off ata  shop where i picked out some sweets frmo the Pick N Mix bar. Hmmm... it was quite fun picking hte different sweets, but when it came to eating.. not so much. They didnt havea  weighing sclaes so i jsut had ot guess, i have a feeling that ia te less than the 7-0 gram or whatever it was iahd ot eat. I took maybe, what 5, 6 sweets. Ooopppss. But that was fine.. i dont know how much 70 gram would ahev been. But after hte 6 sweets i staretd geting awful thoughts, like, "go throw up." "Stop eating." and i listened to them, i stopped eating. BUt i treied atleast.
  While we were at my sisters, we played Munchkin Quest, this weird board game, that take HOURS o play.SO we played for about 2 hours, then we got bored, or more my sister did and then i went off. So then we started dancing and then me and my mum had to run for hte bus, but i ran a bit further than necessary, so my mum most probably thinks i was like "Yes, exercise!" Not consciously i wasnt, i was running for hthe bus, but maybe subconsciously.

That was last night anyway!! :)

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