Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Enjoyment

You know what. I still dont enjoy food. Like im eating because i have, to not because i want to. Like thats how they're also not helping, they're jsut making me gainw eight, not dealing witht he actual anorexia which i think they sould be.
  I dont enjoy eating like.... i dont know. I Suppose if i was home adn i went and got sushi or had soup, then id enjoy it, because i like that food. But here, nope, i dont enjoy it, and it hink i should, maybe. Like not mind the fact that i eat, i still do mind ,i stil wish i didnt have ot eat all the time and wihs i didnt have to put on weight, but i have to just put that to the back of mymind and get on with it.

Hmmm...

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