Do i even want to know it? do i want to know how much i'll weigh. how fat ill be? wont it be easier to stay in the dark. let the doctors deal with it. just not think about weight. try to let it go.No. i need to knwo my wieght. i need to know, that the doctors will tell me when i stop. bt i cant rely on that, cus how will i know.... that they'll tell me to stop. theres no way of nowing. so its nto like ti will calm my mind. it will jsut make me worse. more angry. more sad. to know.
Tomorrow, or this week I get to know.
It scares me. Will it matter if I weigh 55-60kg?
This is no longer a physical thing.
It's all mental, and I'm not getting help with it.
After a 5 year struggle with anorexia (with purging tendencies), depression, self harm and over exercising I have now been recovered for 4 years and i use my blog to help others in the same situation i once was. I am now a happy and positive person who wants to inspire those struggling to choose recovery and to take control over life and happiness again!
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Sorry this is anonymous b/c i dont own an account to loggin with. i came accross your blog...im *recovering*(maybe?) from anorexia too and i was gna start a blog,so was just seeing what else was out there,and urs struck me. Anyways,was gna ask, how tall are you?? My target weight is 60kg too!:/
ReplyDeleteMarie x
Well if you get a blog, id love to read it :) hehe...
ReplyDeletei love following other recovering anorexics.. dont ask why!! :)
im 173cm. (or 5'8 i think.)
Whats yours? just wondering.
Hope thigns go well for you!!!
:)
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