Challenge.

This is gonna sound really stupid, but tomorrow I'm planning to break my routine/pattern.
For the last month, ive had the same option for breakfast - oatmeal.
I love that option. I love oatmeal, and to me, oatmeal is my healthy option. I'm trying to tell myself that the only reason i take oatmeal everyday is cus I don't take at home, and don't have another chance to eat it.
I mean, I could eat oatmeal all day! (but I prefer it with alpro soya milk and honey - not allowed soya milk).
But on my own accord, I'm going to try to take another of my options. I dont think it will go well. I feel scared and nauseous thinking about it, having go change? I dont like it.
It's just wrong that I feel like this, from changing from oatmeal to yoghurt in the morning? The smallest of changes really does make me feel panicked.
I used to be good at varying, but now I'm stuck, taking my same snack options, as of I'm scared of my other options, it's not that (ok, it partly is. The options I take, are thes which I see as less calorie/fat [which infact they aren't] and healthy.)

I don't think I'll change, I'm too scared, it feels too challenging.
But if I don't do it now, when will I ever?

I'm hoping to add another oatmeal option, but I have a feeling I won't be allowed. :(

Good night everyonrme!!
Thanx for reading!!!

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