Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Back to school!

And then it was back to school today!!

What can i say... the first lesson felt like a lifetime. One of the first things we were told in class... Its only 6 weeks until Easter break! Hahah... Shoul i start counting down now, or? :)
   
After my first lesson we had a long break so first i got some reading done which i had to and then i began replying to emails!! It makes my life so much easier to reply on my mobile! I dont always have the time or motivation to reply to emails at home, so i have begun doing it while on the bus or standing in queues and now during breaks in school!! I have no problem replying to emails but its like i have to be in the mood for it... you know, sometimes im like Nope, no... im not helping today! haha, and then an hour later im like..Yeah, i feel fine i feel pretty motivated and can give good advice :) Thats why it can take some time, because at times i just dont feel like replying :)

That was just a random little email update ;)

Our last class we finished 30 minutes earlier than usual which was a nice little surprise!!  And my stomach was rumbling so i was longing to get home and eat!
 
My afterschool snack was a big bowl of quark and yoghurt (Pretty much the only time i eat dairy is my afternoon snack) with salted cashews (under the granola), unsweetned granola, 2 crackers with caviar and an egg, & melon slices and a coffee on the side!!

I am always hungriest after school!! Not because i do anything physical, but my brain burns loads of energy from all the concentrating and learning!!
This is how a typical after school snack looks anyway :)
I dont understand how some people arent hungry after schoool - who only eat like half a sandwich or something! XD
But i guess some people mmight wonder how and why i am always hungry yet still eat like a hormonal, growing teenage guy!!

Ive got a few things to do before i can relax for the evening!!



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