Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

Translate

Before & Now

Realising that i actually have arm muscle .. which you cant actually see in the photo below... it was taken a few days ago with my mobile..
but i actually do have arm muscles now.. i can life 6kg!! ahahah XD
But while i was sick... (pictures below) i thought i actually had arm muscle.. and that scared me. I was like hoping it would go away, because i didnt think i had skinny enough arms. -_-

Now

Before:



1 comment:

  1. Check out those guns!!! your arms look sooooo much better now, they actually have shape! im ashamed to say, i have arms like that "before" pic and i hate them. but i convince myself that by doing press-ups and planks & stuff i am "toning" my arm muscles. Yeah, RIGHT. i poked where the muscle shud be the other day and it was just like fluff. i really need to get my head around the fact that NO strength training is gonna make a difference at this weight... id love to just stop. but the fear of the unknown is still a major force :-(
    STILL, i have motivation and seeing how far youve come and how GOOD you look, makes me wanna look good again too!
    thanks hun xx

    ReplyDelete

Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)