Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

Translate

no apetite

It feels like I've lost all my appetite. I don't feel hungry so its so easy to forget to eat. And even though I just feel fat.fatfat. I think I might have lost weight... I know I haven't gained weight. But I'm not even trying anymore... ugghh. Where is my motivation? I'm just tired of Mando deciding my faith... not letting me go. Food..... everyone needs it. Everyone needs energy. I'm not restricting... or not on purpose. But not feeling hungry leads to eating less. Which leaves me with even less energy and less motivation. I'm Sorry I don't want to trigger anyone. I don't want to be so depressive.... somewhere inside me I know that I just have to eat. I can't give up. Im almost there. I'm c.a 2kg away from my goal,weight and I refuse to give in now. X

No comments:

Post a Comment

Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)