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just wondering... are you comfortable wearing belly tops? you write sometimes saying that you feel fat, but yet you wear belly tops... in some of your photos you wear biikinis or belly tops? its weird, that if you hate the way you look and say that you have fat on your stomach (which you really dont) then why do you wear belly tops? arent you self conscious?
i dont mean to be rude. im just wondering... it seems weird?
  Hmmm... not so sure if i should be offended or not? hah
No, i dont love my body. I can hate it some days, think im the fattest person on earth. I still dont see my body right, and i dont think ill ever see myself right?
  But im learning to just accept, i cant really do anything about it. Theres no point in losing weight, because it wont make me like myself, or my body anymore. So im learning to accept, and learn to contrl my thoughts. Turn my negative thoughts into positive thoughts. or neutrul thoughts anyway! haha
   So yeah, even though i dont always feel great about my body  or my stomach, i dont want to let that stop me from wearing a belly top. Stop me from wearing shorts or skirts, or something which i like....? ive learnt to stop caring about what others think, if others think i look fat or skinny or whatever... it doesnt matter. Its my body. They can think what they want, its  my own thoughts, what i think myself that matters.
  I dont want to let Ana control me, and its Ana telling me that im fat. That i cant show my body, that i should be embarrassed about the way i look... but thats not true. So i go against the voice in my head, and push myself. Its ok to go out of your comfort zone sometimes. Thats how we become stronger!
  
  Nice view in that food serving picture. Is it D´s apartment?
   Its not her apartment, but its in her apartment building! Its an amazing view!!! :)

Can I just ask. When your with D do you eat your meals the way you should? I.e snacks and proper lunch and dinner? Does D follow a meal plan? Or get anxiety when she eats? Just wondering
   Hmmm... whether to answer this or not?!! It sounds like my mum, she asks this aswell. As D is sick, my mum worries that maybe i dont eat right when im with her. But as you all know, i usually take photos of what i/we eat, so ive started showing that to my mum! Just so she believes me!!
   Im not so sure what you mean with, the way you should? We dont follow my meal plans anymore. So we eat when we're hungry and what we fancy!
   Depending on what time im there, and what we do we usually eat lunch and dinner and some type of snack, whether its nuts, crisps, chocolate or ice cream. But its not like a certain time we eat. We eat lunch when we feel hungry, like somedays we eat dinner at 5pm, and then some chocolate with coffee afterwards...? it all depends.
   Snacks arent like Mando snacks. I mean we dont sit and eat yoghurt with cereal, or eat like sandwiches and juice. (We do eat scones though!)
   Does D get anxiety... i dont know if i can answer that?

What are your measurements?
   Im sorry to whoever wrote this, but i think this is one of the rudest things ive been asked? I mean, im open in my blog... but why do you need to know my measurements. (i dont mean to be rude back....)
   I have no idea what my measurements are, i dont think we even own a measuring tape...? I really dont care though.
  I mean, i dont let my size/measurement control me, decide whether im pretty, or happy or have energy...?

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