Think, its gone a year since i started that school!! Crrrazzzzyyy!
The beginning was tough - i felt very sad and lonely and didnt fit in in my class. But now i love my class :) All the people are so awesome ;) And something which i have to remind you all, from my own experiences. Give it time. When you start a a new school, or start a new group. It might be hard to fit in, and you might feel lonely at first... but trust me, you're not alone. And in time, you will form some type of relationship with people ;)
After school i headed to D's place (2 jminutes from my school ;)) And we went and bought a coffee and went and sat by the grass park by my school (haha!) and sat there for a while.
Then we went back to her place, and put on bikini tops, got blankets and went to another grass park where we spent an hour or so sunbathing!!
I might actually get a tan ;)
Its been a great day, and now its time for dinner ;) (We've got guests!)
Hi izzy sorry to bother you but I'm having a major freak out!
ReplyDeleteFr the past 3 years I've had anorexia, very restrictive never binged or lost control. Recently I've been recoveri and I'm only a few kilos from my healthy weight. However in the past few months I've started bingw eating. Like crazy! Usually happens 2 or 3 times a week. I have no idea how to control or stop this and is really freakish me out as I've never been so out of control like this before!
I know you've said befor you struggled with this for a few months in recovery and was just wondering if you had any advice?
Much love and appreciation, S
xxx
Hello. I am so sorry to hear that you are struggling.
DeleteIve written a post abotu binge eating, so you can read that & there are 3 other links which ive posted so you can read those.
But if you need any more help or advice, you can comment here or email me :)
Thank you so much! x
DeleteIt's so true what you say about fitting in! I just read this and was like "that's exactly how I feel at the moment".
ReplyDeleteI'm in this brass band/orchestra thingy and I've been there for quite a while now. But I've thought about quitting before because I had the feeling that I just wasn't part of the group, I didn't fit in and I think maybe I didn't really try to.
So this time I seriously wanted to quit and I also told them about it but then I realised that I was forcing myself to think this way. For the first time I felt like I really wanted to be there and now I want to throw all those worries that I tried to think of over board and just go with it, just let it happen...because if it is meant to happen then it will.
I guess sometimes it simply takes time; some take longer to find their way than others but there's nothing wrong with that..as long as your not trying to be someone you're not, as long as you not trying to dissemble (I'm not sure..is this the right word? pretending to be someone you're not) and as long as you're tring to find you're way 'cause I believe that someday you will...
P.
i'm going to a new school next year and i'm soo afraid of it! mainly because when i started my current high school 2 years ago, i didn't know anybody and was quite lonely in the very first week or two - but now i've made such amazing friends; for the past two years we've been always together and one of them is like my soul mate.
ReplyDeletenext year i'm starting new school in a town that's 2 hours of driving away from here, so i'll only be able to see my friends during the weekends + everybody says that when you go to the IB school (which is where i'm going) you'll meet so many sophisticated people and you'll completely forget about your old friends :(