Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: [email protected]

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Wednesday, May 29, 2013

12 hours later

What a long day -_-
    Back home again almost exactly 12 hours later. I left the house at 7.35 this morning, and came home at 7.20pm.
 
So, you must be wondering... what have i done all day? If im honest, im wondering the same thing ;)

The first thing lesson i had, we were surprised with a test.... Thats not fair. :/ And he is a nice teacher as well :/  So that kind of sucked.
    After that we had a very uninteresting civics lesson. All our courses are ending now, all the tests and work is completed, so there isnt so much to do in class. Which just makes me wonder why we even  have to attend.?? I mean i could actually be doing something useful with the time i spend just having to sit there listening to something which we dont even need to learn about? haha.

For lunch it was sausage (or vegetarian sausage) and mashed potatoe. Though i dont eat red meat and hate vegetarian sausages. So i ate salad and yoghurt with muslie... I got a few weird looks from people. -_-'

After that it was 4,5 more hours of complete and utter boredom... wondering what i was doing in school. And the weather turned grey and rainy, making my mood drop to zero. And i felt really sick and tired.
  But  i went to the shop and bought a Cola Zero and a Celsius (energy drink with vitamins!)
I felt instantly better, and my energy levels went up!! I practically skipped my way (in the rain) to the gym after school!!

Exercising makes me so happy!! And in the middle of Bodypump, i caught myself smiling and just realised how good i felt. How happy i felt!! My tiredness gone. And just feeling happy in my body!!
    The gym & exercising is my favourite thing, i can jsut relax and ive found more and more that im smiling through my workouts!! I jsut love it :)

Finally home at 7.20pm and time to quickly throw something together for dinner, and get some work done!! :)


9 comments:

  1. Have you ever skipped a class? Like just not felt like going, so you skipped?

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    1. Hahah yes :) In my previous school i did it ALOT. ^_^ And in the school im in now, i have skipped once or twice because i just havent had the energy. :/
      Though in the school im in now, they're really strict with that (because in Sweden its quite common that kids skip classes) so they send a message to your parents and we have this online site (where it shows our time tables and classes etc and shows whether we've been at class or not) so parents can check that!!
      So its not as easy any more.... Though i guess its a good thing? :)

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  2. Appreciate your blog. Sounds like a wonderful day ~

    Carmen and Alexandra
    Lilly Coterie

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  3. I really love reading your blog, I feel like I can relate to it and it reminds me that I am not alone:) I recently started my own blog and it would mean soo much to me if you would check it out! http://tea-and-happiness.blogspot.co.uk
    thankyou and please keep blogging!! x

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    1. Im glad you like my blog :) And you are definitely not alone. If you ever need any help you can email me or comment here :) Im more than happy to help!

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    2. I just want to say i checked out your blog, and good luck with recovery. Keep strong. I know it can be hard when the thing which you were recovering for is taken away form you - thats happend plenty to me. But dont give up.
      The list of reasons to recover was great!!! :)

      Ohh, and just letting you know i cant comment on your blog because i need to be Google+ (So that kind of sucks :) )
      But i'm going to keep reading your blog anyway! :)

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  4. I really want to follow your instagram!!!! what is the username?? if you dont want to share it, my username is "recovertoinspire" :)

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    1. I dont post on my instagram so much... i.e never :) Not sure if i will start updating again or not, but you can follow me: izzzy__ (its 2 lines)

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