Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Thursday, February 10, 2011

Silence





When you can hear the clock ticking - tha means its silent.

tick, tock, tick, tock. - When will it stop?

Its awful... the ticking of the clock. its counting down the minutes till my next meal. telling me how much time im wasting here sitting.

Even though its as silent as if death was here, its actually full here. 12 people. Yet im still sitting here? Why.
Theres 3 new patiants. Theres going to be more staff working, more night staff, everythings going to be packed.
Ugghhh... but its not any easier when theres less people. jsut harder, cus theres like too many staff for the small amount of patiants.

I so hope iget to go home for the weekend. my case manager is in tomorrow. so hoping she'lll have heard only good news. i feel ive done good. apart from the little dinner incident today. but it wasnt an incident, as i didnt actually cheat. jsut about to.

Now its time to relax (Haha.. Joke - time to work the muscles!) and watch "Its kind of a funny story" - a boy in a psychiatric ward... Hmmm :) Its funny though!



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