I want to say thank you to everyone who has commented on my previous post and everyone who has emailed me. I have read everything, but i will reply tomorrow or when i can. It means SO MUCH to me that so many of you care. And its nice knowing that you are there for me... even if we're complete strangers.
Today ive spent my afternoon at the hospital, as ive have a sort of examination done as i can barely breathe through my nose.. been this way since i was 12. And i have sinuses, so i got that checked... and talked about having an operation or not... it can help. But its not really somethign i want, so chances of an operation are very slim. But the first step was to atleast get it checked out.
As i have CF i get a taxi card - i can use taxi as often as i like, and infact its encourgaed that i take taxi and not public transport, as i can easily get sick from other peoples bacteria etc
However i rarely use taxi... i dont use public transport so much... i either take the bus or i walk, so i am not in huge need of a taxi. But today, it was such a relief.
The last thing i wanted to do was to sit on public transport for an hour to take me to the hospital... to go to this appointment which i really didnt want to go to.
But im glad that i went... not that the appointment was fun .- far from. But that i got out of the house anyway, and could stop being inside my own head and thoughts for a while.
Since ive come home ive made dinner, followed by egg sandwiches and dark chocolate... I like this whole eating more thing :) Though it means that the food is going to dissappear even quicker, haah!
Time for some series watching and im already thinking what i should make for my night snack.. im thinking maybe a chocolate mug cake, or maye some 'actual panckes' or i might go to the shop and buy myself a bag of candy... im craving some more chocolate :)
We'll see!! haha
^^Thinking back to the colour run!
I hope you feel better soon, Izzy. You're such a inspirational person to so many people (including me!), and it isn't nice to see that there are things that you have to suffer/deal with. Nobody will mind if you post about anything negative or stuff that's bothering you/on your mind, as everybody on this blog are here to listen to YOU. Whether that's when your sad or happy or troubled, it's still you, and people care!
ReplyDeleteIt must seem a bit odd having complete strangers saying they care about you though, aha :)
Public transport can be a nightmare, and I can imagine how bad it would be for you though:/
Anyway, hope you feel better soon:)
Thank you so much!
DeleteAt first i thought you had wrote 'its nice to see that there are things you have to suffer with'.. iwas like, ok thank you. hahah.
Its a bit odd, but its also nice. Because i mean my readers, anonymous people who dont know me dont have to write such sweet messages, but you do. And it means so much to me, reading all the lovely comments im getting. It reminds me that there are people who care, that i amnt alone!
You are just a wonderful person with all your struggles, bad days, failures, with all your glories, reached goals - everything you are is just totally right the way it is!! You don`t need to explain yourself or feel ashamed when you hava bad days. You are okay. You deserve to get lots of support and help. Whatever lights up your day! Hug!!!xxx
ReplyDeleteThank you <3
DeleteFeel better!! We love you!!! :)
ReplyDeleteThank you :)
DeleteHang in there and never give up on yourself. You are very loved <3
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DeleteI wish all of the good atmosphere to you. I'm the worst in the world at cheering and comforting but I hope that you know that you quite a nice bunch of crowd ready to send you a pat on thw shoulder any time just to get a chance to thank you for all of your effort to the world.
ReplyDeleteThank you!!! :)
DeleteI'm glad you apparentally understood it all even though there were words absent :D
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