Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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I feel fat.. i  cant stand the way i look
   Im such a fucking attention seeker? Yesterday i put out a picture.. where i dont at all look fat... and today i complain that im fat... Errrm..?
  
Usch... but feeling fat sucks... i just want to escape frmo my body. Hide out...
 
Whatever.... i know im not fat... Or do i??!!

1 comment:

  1. I was just at a group and the counsellor said "Fat is not a feeling". She asked me what I felt underneath the "fat" feeling. Fear, Sadness, Anger, Helplessness? My mind was blown. I got goosebumps. I can't count the times I said I feel fat. If fat isn't a feeling, then what AM I feeling? You know what? I'm not 100% sure. I think if I figure it out, then it may help with my recovery. Wish me luck!

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