Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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To the anonymouses who asked me questions, I decided to answer your questions in a post.. not sure if you'd see the answer other wise :P)




when did you post about your sister going india she got back quick, have you rached you goal weight yet?you said 54 now do you ever look at your sister and how healthy of a body image she portrays to others?



She was gone 8 days.... best 8 days.. haha - No joke. :)
   No, havent reached my goal weight yet, its 58kg.. minimum. And im 54.. so 4 more kilo. Which is taking an awfuly long time. 
  But the plan is that i 'should' reach 58 by the end of April. But i dont know...
  Yes, i think my sister has a nice body. She has curves, she's tall... she looks good. She's a normal weight.. of course she does have her down days, but everyone does dont they?
  I wouldnt say im jealous of her body.. but yes, she portrays a 'healthy, normal, curvy' body image which is good to see!! :)




You've really got some abs! ;) Do you work work out often? Like sit-ups? :)I'm really impressed with you, you've come such a long way on your way out of the ED! :)


Hahah.. thank you.. i dont really see any abs??? but sure. :)
  No, i dont do any sit ups. I dont even know if i would be allowed? im pretty sure id be back to Mando if i did.. as it would be seen as over exercising? as in.. i dont need to do sit ups?
  I've never actually thought about doing sit ups... i used to do it while i was sick... I dont even know if i can still do sit ups?? :)
   


2 comments:

  1. Hej!
    Okej, och jag gick också på Mandokliniken men är friskförklarad och går på uppföljningsprogrammet som de har :), och var där som dagpatient.
    Hoppas att det går bra för dig och att det går framåt :)! Vilken av klinikerna går du på?

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  2. Have you ever had problems with binging? How do you control yourself?

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