Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Monday, October 17, 2011

Goodbye dinner.

Hi :)
Last night me and my best friend laughed all evening.
We talked about everything, trying to get everything out so we wouldnt forget anything and have to wait until we saw each again.
We lay on the sofa and looked over pictures,
and took new pictures.
We munched on rice cakes and apples and even yesterdays sweets.
We danced and i tried singing and we joked.
And i laughed until my cheeks hurt and she had tears running down her cheeks.
But we kept joking and laughing.

And then we hopped into the car and went out for dinner.
It was my best friends family who were inviting us to dinner somewhere.
And they had chosen a chinese restaurant.

I admit... i did get this lump in my throat.
I was about to start complaining.
Saying i didnt want chinese.
But then i thought it over.
Whats so wrong to eat chinese,
im not gonna do it every night.
And why let Ana thoughts into my head.
Why should she control me,
decide what i should eat and not eat.

When we got there, we saw that there was a sushi and wok buffee,
which was actually cheaper.

So instead of chinese food, i ate sushi and a little bit of prawn wok.
And then i helped myself to the ice cream buffee :)

By the end.. i didnt know if i was hungry or not.... :)

And then we said our goodbyes... which was really sad. :(

It kinda feels likes somethings missing now.
But im already planning my trip over to Ireland.

:)

I was too tired to go to school today, and its only 2 classes anyway, so i decided to stay home and rest.
Get my energy back.
I'll see if i call and go to Mando or not.???
















1 comment:

  1. Thats sad about your best friend leaving. :/
    When will you see her again?
    But it sounded lie you had a really good time?

    And the buffe sounds really good :) I love sushi aswell :)

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