Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

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Sunday, October 9, 2011

Chinese food?

My stomach clenches hard. The thoughts start spirraling.


I love chinese food... but do i dare?


Chinese food is just as bad as McDonads, even though its tastier...


My mum is going on about chinese food... that next week we should go for chinese... 
Ok.. i can eat Pizza, but barely... sometimes im embarrassed to say that i can eat pizza, even though thats such a sick thing to think... 


But i dont think i can manage Chinese.. i dont care... i dont have to eat chinese.


I want salad. i want bubble water. I wasnt Pepsi Max. i want thin.


Why is this so hard... its jsut an idea my mum has, but yet... my thoughts are going out of control... no one would force me to eat chinese, which is good...
   
So for now... i dont think i'll manage.


:/ 




   

1 comment:

  1. AnonymousOctober 9, 2011 at 9:47 PM

    Ge inte upp! Du kan bli fri! Kämpa, kämpa, kämpa!!!!!!

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