At the moment, the thought of my birthday is not one of excitment or happiness, instead, it brings anxiety and fear. Because time is just flying by... and i want it to stop. Theres not enough time to get everything done.
I want to creep into my bed and hide. To not have to wake up. Not have assignments to do. Not go to school.
Stress is taking over at the moment.... stress, the feeling of not having enough time are haunting me at the moment. Stress is one of the worst things, because it affects so much in your life. It makes you more tired, more prone to depression, lack of motivation, lack of appetite, insomnia, irritability or moodiness, and the feeling of never being able to relax.
I feel i can't relax... that i'm always worrying or stressing about something... and soon, i am going to hit a wall if i can't start to destress.
But for the next coming weeks, i know that isn't possible. Because i quite literally have too much to do in a short period of time.
Time is zooming by, and im trying to be as productive as possible. And i know im working hard, but it just feels like its enough. That i wont get everything done in time.
At the moment, if you have emailed me do expect a longer time for a response, as i feel so mentally drained of energy. And am just trying to focus on getting my work done.
I feel you with the amount of stress. I am feelin the same way, and I'm longing for a break too.
ReplyDeleteYeah, i think most students are feeling this way at the moment... its always before christmas & summer holidays that the school work increases!! So then during the break you're almost too exhausted to actually do anythign!! haha
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