This was how i felt:
Hahah!!
This morning, wasnt that great... i had this discussion/argument type thing with my mum.... - Not such a great start!! Me and my mum havent argued or anything in - what feels like forever! - Sure, we've been angry at each other...
i hate arguing. As i always end up taking it out on myself... i feel negative, alot fo self hatred, anxiety etc etc... and at times, arguing with someone (i.e where i get really angry) can often lead to self harm or thoughts of suicide..... So basically i avoid arguments at all cost!!
^^I got school filled with anxiety.. and dreading to go home! For once i was happy that i didnt finish shcool until 4pm!!
But school today was really good :) In science - we're doing genes/Dna etc, and we watched a film about cloning. It was called The island!! Kinda creepy... - My type of film!! :)
So that was good.
Lunch today sucked though.... usch. :/ And then it was maths.... and i almost fell asleep... actually, the girl who sat beside me did fall asleep!! haha XD (Very funny!)
2 more classes, and then it was home time.... and my anxiety from the morning came back. And i was considering spending an extra hour or so in school .... but really, who wants to do that on a Friday evening?
So instead i headed home. Hoping that my mum wouldnt be home... And luckily she wasnt!! So ive had alone time!!!
Hahah.... a very detailed post about my day :)
Tonight we're having a girls-dinner. Where my sister, and my aunt & her cousin are coming over for tacos tonight!! :) So that shoudl be good :)
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