Dr Phil

I put on the TV, planning to watch something while studying. (I cant study in silence. I almost always have to have either music on, a tv series playing or something on.) and guess what comes on?
   Dr. Phil - Starving to Death. About anorexia and bulimia.
 
It was awful to see those girls, but i know what they've been through.
  I couldnt find the link for the whole episode on youtube, but if you want to, you can search for it online.
  Dr Phil - Starving to death,

I did find a little video clip from the episode. And i think this is the most important thing he said.
  As this is what i say aswell.
 
To really recover... you have to reach that stage where, you just cant take it anymore. Anorexia is hell... but you have had enough. That you can no longer stand out with the anxiety and panic... that you will go against the voice in your head, that you will do everything you can to recover.
  That is the stage i was in when i finalyl decided to recover. I was so sick. I was so tired of being sick, that i couldnt take it anymore. Of course, my first decision was to OD again, and actually kill myself. But as i was unfder24/7 supervision. I had to do things right, and in time i realised i wanted to live.
  
Sometimes you have to come so low... that you just dont want to be sick anymore.
  Ofcourse, that doesnt make recovering easier... but it does give you more motivation.

http://www.drphil.com/slideshows/slideshow/6707/?id=6707&slide=2&showID=1774&preview=&versionID=
 
^^Go down on the page, until you see the link 'is Mercedes ready to change' Click that and watch (its only 2 minutes!)

Please watch the clip above.
   And please please please... if you are sick, do everything you can to recover. dont let your life just slip away. Dont let life pass you by. Dont let anorexia kill you.
   You are worth a life. You have to give healthy a chance. You are worth it.