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Sunday, September 23, 2012

School

I dont want to go to school tomorrow..i have anxiety just thinking about it.... :/
  Ugghghh.... it has become one of my hated places... just like all the other schools ive gone to.

I remember my school in Ireland, i hated it. I liked spending time with my best friend... but that was it.
  I liked when i was sick with CF, i liked that i could spend a few weeks at home, sick... even though being sick wasnt fun. And i did hate that i couldnt see my best friend. But i liked studing at home, spending the day at home, even if i felt weak and could hardly breathe... it was  better then being going to school.
  I remember, when i was healthy, i wished to be sick. And i mean with a cold, so that i could spend a few weeks home from school.... maybe all that wishing, to become sick and not go to school ended up with me not going to school for c.a 1,5 years... thats why im no longer wishing to not go to school.
  Even though i hate it.

Ive always hated school and would like to just skip it.
 I mean im a good student, i do work, i study... but really... i would easily skip school.

School..... I really hate that word. I hate school, i really do.
  I get anxiety over it, and dread going back.... always.


^^Me!! haha

What are your opinions on school??

3 comments:

  1. Det går sådär för mig, får typ nya besked på tisdag som bestämmer hur det kommer bli ett tag fram över. Annars går jag också i skolan och så, vardagen flyter mest på.

    Pappa har köpt hem jordnötssmör nu så jag ska prova det någon dag, har aldrig ätit det så det ska bli spännande :)

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  2. Oh, well i think school is okay. I like school and i would be bored without it as we have 3months of summer holidays here and it gets quite boring in the last month.
    But i hate Math and Physics, i just can't stand those subjects, seriously, i have cried while doing my homework :D However Literature, History, Sport, Biology and English are pretty nice stuff. I enjoy learning new, useful things.

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  3. Grrrr....I used to hate school :/ When I was finished with primary school I'd go to my mum and say:mum, I can calculate, read and write - I think I'm done with school!!! xD

    What I didn't like about school was the fact that you HAD to take certain subjects that you really weren't interested in or good at. I eman up to a certain level...okay. But later I think they should leave your more choice and time to focus on the subjects you're good at and enjoy doing. And also the teachers...arghhh...out of something like 14 I had only 2 which were really comitted, could explain well and liked doing what they were doing...:/

    Even though I was always trying to get the best marks and the like I dreaded going to school...I'm glad I'm finished with it!!! :) I go to uni now where I can more or less CHOOSE the subjects I want to do and decide myself if and when I'm going to study or not - sooo much better and so much more freedom :D

    But after all it's a priviledge and I'm glad I went to school...I think everyone can learn something there...even if it's only how to interact socially with others, how to survive stupid teachers/professors or what things are worth forgetting :D...there's something in it for everyone xD and there were some things that were really fun and I actually miss those lessons with my two good teachers:)

    Take care tomorrow and focus on just being with the people - not so much on the boring stuff :D Trying to make fun of the teachers in your head helps as well...imagining them in funny situations etc xD Ecspecially when you're actually good in school - they think you're the best and nicest and in reality you're just mocking them...hah:D

    xxx

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