One Day...

One day i will be an inspiration... i want to stand up and talk about what ive been through. I want to inspire others to choose recovery... to show others who are sick, that it is possible to recover. That you can live life. That you can enjoy eating. That you can be happpy (Yes you can.. even though for me at the moment im not...)
  I want to show others that you can recover... that you can be at absaloute bottom... and fight your way to the top...
   It takes time. Its hard work. Its a mental battle and it is not at all fun... but it is possible and that is the main thing.
  
I want to stand infront of an audience, i want to go back to Mando, i want to talk about what ive been through. Talk about my experiences.
   Im not scared to talk about what ive been through..the hardest is talking about what im going through. That, i cant talk about.
  But the past... what has happened. That is easy to talk about.. its like telling a story.

I also want to publish a book.. in time... Just to add to the recovery books?!
 
Big dreams!!
  
I also want to be a journalist... where i will write about topics, bringing up things that i believe people need to know about. A bit like an investigator... i want to try to change society and media... ok, I, myself most probably wont change much... but if no ones knows what is going on... things cant change.
  I want to write to change the world.

I am going to run a half marathon!!!  (I also want to run the colour run!!!)

I will graduate from school with top marks, and be happy with my results... to have survived school!

My dreams, goals and ambitions is what keeps me going.... my plans.
What i want to achieve .

Its good to have goals and dreams.. otherwise it can feel so pointless, you wonder what the point is in living.. i still have those thoughts and those days... but as long as i know what i want, where im going... then i can try to keep myself on the right path... the road ahead!!