Life without Anorexia

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'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Thursday, February 13, 2014

Vegetarianism

I got asked if i could write about vegetarianism...
  As you might - or might not know. Im not actually a vegetarian... not a pescetarian either... Infact, im not anything. I dont like classifying myself as something. As i just eat the food which i want/crave, eat as much of it as i want and when i want it.
   Though i dont eat red meat - for ethical reasons and because i dont think it tastes good. Bacon and sausages i have never eaten and never liked, and there is some fish types which i dont like either. However, when i was at Mando i was forced to eat all types of food.
 
Becoming a vegetarian or vegan in recovery... well, i cant say whether this is good or bad or say that you should or shouldnt, because the choice is yours.
 However, i personally think that the choice to become a vegan in recovery - Is not healthy at all. I believe that in recovery you should eat all types of food... even try foods which you havent liked before. Because your taste buds change over time and it can happen that you like food which you havent liked before.

Also, by going vegan you are eliminating so many different foods and the fact is, you wont really know if you are doing it for the right reason or not, because your ED has you so controlled that you believe that the choices your ED makes are your choices... but they arent your choices. You ar ebeing controlled and doing things out of fear... because you dont want anxiety, or because you're scared.
  The choice of not eating meat... that i dont think is such a problem. Because you can get protein and iron - which are usually the things you lack when you become a vegetarian - from other sources. Its just that you have to know what you should eat instead. And eat a healthy diet.

Also, by going vegan its so easy to not get enough energy into you, making gaining weight or even maintaining weight very hard.

I think that while you are in recovery, you should do it with an open mind. Is eggs, cheese, dairy really so scary? Why do you not want to eat it? I understand meat... but dairy? I mean if it is organic etc

I have gotten quite rude comments before where ive been told that i should eat egg or dairy, or that i eat too much meat or that im killing animals by eating chicken etc... I dont publish or react to those comments. Because you know what, i eat food which i like. Food which is good for me, and all of those types of food - eggs, chicken, dairy is all organic and produced in local areas. My parents are very concerned about that. Ad believe that we should eat the best foods.
   Have i already mentioned that my mum, sister and step dad are all vegetarians?

At home, i eat alot of quorn products. Alot of beans, tofu, quorn etc

I really dont know what else to say, but just think about why you  want to be a vegan or vegetarian while in recovery.. and make sure that you are notr just trying to restrict yourself.



Types of Vegetarians:
Pescetarian: The word “pescetarian” (with pesce meaning fish in Italian) is used to describe those who abstain from eating meat aside from seafood. Although the word is not commonly used, more and more people are adopting this kind of diet, usually for health reasons or as a stepping stone to a fully vegetarian diet.
Flexitarian: You don’t have to be vegetarian to love vegetarian food! “Flexitarian” is a term recently coined to describe those who eat a mostly vegetarian diet, but occasionally eat meat.
Lacto- Vegetarian: is used to describe a vegetarian who does not eat eggs, but does eat dairy products.
Ovo- Vegetarian:  refers to people who do not eat meat or dairy products but do eat eggs.
Lacto-Ovo Vegetarian: As you could probably guess, this is someone who eats no meat products but does eat eggs and dairy. This is the most common type of vegetarian and is probably what most people mean when they say they are vegetarians.
Vegan: Vegans do not eat meat of any kind and also do not eat eggs, dairy products, or processed foods containing these or other animal-derived ingredients such as gelatin. Vegans also abstain from animal products like honey, leather, wool, tortoiseshell, silk, furs, etc. They avoid all animal products.
Raw Vegan: A raw vegan diet consists of unprocessed vegan foods that have not been heated above 115 degrees Fahrenheit (46 degrees Celsius). “Raw foodists” believe that foods cooked above this temperature have lost a significant amount of their nutritional value and are harmful to the body.
Macrobiotic: The macrobiotic diet, revered by some for its healthy and healing qualities, includes unprocessed vegan foods, such as whole grains, fruits and vegetables, and allows the occasional consumption of fish. Sugar and refined oils are avoided. Perhaps the most unique qualifier of the macrobiotic diet is its emphasis on the consumption of Asian vegetables, such as daikon, and sea vegetables, such as seaweed.

6 comments:

  1. Now i can REALLY REALLY relate to this.. i became vegan in recovery. and looking back i really dont know if that was right or wrong.. i mainly did it for ethical reasons, there are many many reasons to become a vegan, but i dont want to talk about that right now.. so, i physically recovered very well. i gained all my weight, i ate A LOT, my BMI was around 20 to 21 in the end.. i think eating vegan helped me, because i thought i would have to eat lots and even more than others when im vegan... so in this case it was good decision.
    but i dont know if it was such a godd decision in Terms of mental recovery... and i believe that mental recovery is even more important. i mean, i could still control my Food, i would often have to say no to certain things and all that stuff i did pre-ed.. remember: i ate enough, i was only a mental issue!!
    but i think i still had a lot of ed thoughts, they were just different, but still controling, caring about Food a lot more than others...
    so right now im in a huge relapse (after 1,5 years 'recovered'), i have lost a lot of weight, a lot of Problems with eating, even bulimia now. and now i wonder wether i was ever fully recovered? because i thought so. but i guess not everyone will ever fully recover, but this time i really want to get rid of all those thoughts.. and i realised.. i missed all the yummy Food more than i had thought! and now that im in recovery for the second time i want to eat whatever i want, my health Comes first, i can think of ethical issues later when im healthy...
    weeeell, thats Kind of my Story, sorry for this Long comment, but i just felt like i had to say something to this post as i can relate to it so much :D
    oh, and izzy, i cant say it often enough: YOU ARE A HUGE INSPIRATION. Honestly. Thank you, never stop being who you are. I hope that i can become a Person who is as strong and happy as you are, find my own way, but still. :)
    hugs xx

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    1. ooops, didnt realize how Long it actually was :D :D :D sorry!!!!

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    2. I am sorry to hear that you have relapsed again. But i think a big thing could be that you never mentally recovered. You were still in ways controlling and restricting your food intake... so it was just a matter of time before you fell back again. I think now you should focus on eating all the types of food which you want to eat. To be ok with eating junk food and fear foods. Not setting up any restrictions, because that wont help you recover.
      And when you have mentally and physically recovered. Then you can think more about whether you want to go back to being a vegan or not :)
      Stay strong!! Choose life and recovery!

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  2. Great post. :D
    I was born and raised a vegetarian for ethical and health reasons (bad family history of heart disease), and also because I can't stand the taste of meat.
    Before I had my Ana ED, I was diagnosed as being allergic to dairy, so I switched to being partially vegan (I still ate eggs, and sweets/chocolates with butter, milk, and cream in it).
    After I recovered from my ED, and could think clearly and make my own food choices not based on kcal, fat, carb, or health content, I decided to stay a vegan. BUT every once in a while (and still to this day) if I'm craving B&J ice cream, or if I'm visiting a friends house and they offer me cake that isn't vegan, I will allow myself to eat what I want. Even if it comes with a bad tummy ache from the food containing a smidge of dairy.
    Long story short, I agree that during recovery, one shouldn't choose to be vegetarian or vegan because they could be missing out on some awesome food, and ruling out foods could even mess with the recovery process by creating a "safe" zone (for example: "I can't eat those fish and chips because I'm a vegetarian", or "that cake has eggs in it and I'm a vegan").
    Life's too short to not be able to enjoy food. ^__^

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    1. Exactly!! Life is too short to keep putting up restrictions on food and not able to eat the food you really want to!! :)

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  3. I have been mostly vegan for some years now, and once a dietitian was really trying to really push me to eat meat and everything, and I had to really think about why I was fighting back.

    For me, it's an ethical sort of choice, and I decided to stay pretty much vegan when eating at home. I know how to get adequate protein, fats, and other important nutrients (better than my dietitian, I think). But being in recovery made me decide to eat ovo-lacto-veg whenever I eat out because

    (1) recovery programs can't accommodate veganism, but I need to be there! and there's nothing wrong with eating what you need to get/stay well.
    (2) I shouldn't have the excuse to skip eating because there's nothing vegan around
    (3) I shouldn't hide from social events because of food issues

    So I am happy/healthy this way, and feel like I live by my beliefs but don't let it cause extra problems or anxiety. It was a problem that eating, like, cheese caused fear in me before. I don't think anyone should stay too rigid with what they eat while recovering. You need to really figure out why you won't eat things.

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