Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Me day!

Saturday today!! And im all alone... But thats ok. Infact, i like it.



Today i am going ot have a Me day!! Do things which i like.... Rest and enjoy being alone.
  I have the house to myself... means playing loud music and walking around naked? Hahaha. Only joking.

No... actually it means, continuous trips to the kitchen, to open and close the fridge... hoping that there will be some new food in there. Baking... spending a long time in the bathroom... pampering myself. And just doing whatever i feel like!

This morning i started my day with a walk with Daisy. I love morning walks!! Its quiet. No one else is outside, apart from a  few runners and cyclists. Daisy runs loose by my feet. I walk and think.... and breathe fresh air!! Even now when its getting colder, i am still going to try to go for morning walks as often as possible. Because i love it!!

A few hours later, after refuelling i went to the gym for a BodyCombat class!!  BodyCombat is one of my favourite gym classes, but its only once a week and at this 'strange' time for me... like if i have to study, or have plans to meet someone or do something, then i cant go. But what i hate is that BodyPump & BodyCombat areon the same day... and i want to go to both. And im sure i would have the energy, but its jsut that there is an hour inbetween the two classes... and spending 3 hours at the gym... that doesnt work for me, as i usually have to study during hte weekend.
   So i always have to choose between BodyPump or BodyCombat... which sucks.

Not so sure how many updates there will be today... maybe a recipe or two? And i am going to try to write a few scheduled posts for the upcoming week :)
 
So if there are any topics you want to read about, just let me know :)

&&& From the poll i posted a few days ago. It seemed that many were interested in my posting more exercise/health posts... so i'll try doing that. But as there where a few who voted no, it would be good to know why you voted no. & are there any certain things you dont want to see/read about? :)


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