Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Saturday, March 17, 2012

Clothes

Realising that you'r still wearing the same clothes you wore when you were sick, and weighed 10-15kg less.
  (of course.. then the clothes were baggy)

I've thrown many clothes out, some are reminders of bad times which i didnt want to keep, some just dont suit me anymore, and Many just didnt fit anymore.
   But some clothes.. im still wearing. size 34/36. They were huge and baggy on me when i was sick, but now they sit right!!

When i was sick, i didnt buy new clothes, i didnt like shopping (or i stopped liking it) there were so many people everywhere which caused anxiety, and i hated the mirrors everywhere, and i hated trying clothes. So i continued to wear the clothes i wore when i was roughly 12/13 years old... which is kinda sick? Or i mean... you shouldnt wear the same clothes you wore when you were 12/13 - 5 years later... thats not right!

I enjoy shopping now!! Of course, you cant buy new clothes everyday.. but if i could.. i would! :D

The photos on the right, are the ones im sick. And the ones to the left, im healthy.. or BMI 16/17 :)
  Think what you want about the photos & my wieght gain & body shape.. i dont really care!! Would love to hear what you think though?! :)




6 comments:

  1. I think you ook better now then when you were sick. You were TOO THIN. jsut bones and it doesnt look good.
    what size are you ? what size were you when youwere sickest?? you cant have gained so much weight if you still fit into those clothes?

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  2. You definately look much better now! Still really thin and you could do with gaining a few more kilos but much better than when you were really sick!
    xxx

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  3. You look great! Its good that you are eating normal, not under or overeating.
    Hope you´re remaining the good work you´ve done with yourself:)

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  4. Jag har karolina och norska jenny som behandlare , det är tufft fick panik ångest attack spprang in på mitt rum och började packa , men mamma tänker inte skriva ut mig ..
    kram

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  5. Ser mycket bättre nu!!
    Du är jatte snygg! Men du kommer se mycket bättre när du har faktiskt gått upp i vikt!! Vet du hur mycket du väger nu? Har du tappat mer el? (:

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  6. You look much healthier than you did when you was sick, and much more Happier too! :) But still, if you manage to go up some kilos more, are you going to look so much better. Good luck :D

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