Friday and the weekend is finally here!
I had hoped to be working both Saturday and Sunday but it will only be a 5 hour work shift on Sunday evening which I'm rather happy about now because to be honest I mentally don't feel so great.
Yesterday, Friday I felt completely out of it. I woke up just feeling strange and not like myself.. .. like I wasn't really mentally aware, I was half way to school before I sort of "woke up" and realised I had no idea how I got there and had no memory of getting up and getting ready. That strange feeling lasted all day and it was until after an evening workout that I began to feel better for the last 2 hours of the day.
This morning I woke up and felt awful mentally. Tired in every inch of my body and unmotivated towards everything. A constant and pounding head ache which is due to just feeling awful mentally. I can't quite explain why I feel this, just that my thoughts are heavy and I want to lie in bed and not do anything today. Which is exactly what I'm going to do.... I had planned to meet friends and be outside in the good weather but today it's actually going to rain and be grey weather so it works rather well to just stay in bed and watch films all day.
It's just to accept that there will be bad days. There will be tough times and times you just want a break from your own thoughts and mind, where the thoughts are so heavy that they give you a headache.
Today it will be rest and tomorrow hopefully I'll feel better but I'm already looking forward to working tomorrow! I really do hope I get to work more as I enjoy it alot, strangely haha!!
I hope you all have a wonderful weekend and excuse the lack of posts. Busy in school and not feeling so great today :(