Hello and update from my life at the moment!!
First off thank you for all the birthday wishes, you are all so sweet and kind and the lovely messages mean so much to me!! :)
So my life at the moment? Well I got back to gothenburg on Tuesday evening and I spent the evening just packing my things together. The on Wednesday (my birthday) I started my day with a workout and then study at school before I picked up the keys to the new apartment and then headed to the old apartment where I cleaned the room and packed my stuff and left. (Leaving back the keys as well!). It was a lovely place to stay and am so thankful that I got to live there, but now I have an apartment to myself for 3 weeks! On the bus journey there with all my items I felt myself half panicking and feeling extremely sad. Tired of moving, feeling anxiety about the new living area and just feeling doubtful over everything. Too little sleep, too much studying and worrying about my test and just feeling lonely is not a good combination!!! But once I got to the apartment I began to feel calm and happy again, to just feel more settled and at peace. However as I'm just staying there for such a short time I'm not going to unpack my things.... though this evening I'm going to go through all my items and just throw away everything unnecessary.... or pack all my summer things in a bag and give to my mum to take back to Stockholm as I feel like I have too much stuff and I need to move with more times!!!
My birthday evening was spent with series watching and my favourite food. Not a bad evening at all :)
Then today, Thursday i was up early and headed to the gym before I had my biochemistry test. I have no idea how it went and I just want to not think about it for a while... I've done all I could do and I've studied as much as I can considering the other things going on in my life. So I'm just glad it's done and I'm not going to stress over whether I passed or failed!!
After the test myself and a few friends went out for sushi to celebrate that the test was done and also my post birthday celebration! I can't even remember the last time I had sushi - I used to eat sashimi! It was actually a little disgusting to see all the raw fish and I find it so strange that I used to eat sashimi and raw fish? Usch... but I enjoyed my avocado and tofu sushi, though if I'm honest it didn't fill me up at all... hahah i would have needed at least double the amount ^-^ that was basically a pre lunch and now I'm going to make actual lunch at home!!:)
Now after my test and meeting friends again and being back to university I feel so much happier and less doubtful. I've been having alot of anxiety and doubtful thoughts recently with all the stress and anxiety over moving but now I feel so much more calm and peaceful again. I remember that I enjoy school and enjoy university and that being in gothenburg isn't so bad!!! Now I'm looking forward to my next course - physiology which starts tomorrow, and just looking forward to spending the weekend with my family and getting back into lectures again as I barely went to any lectures this past course!! Hahah.
Anyway, just thought I would update you all!! And I plan to write some posts this evening as it's the first time I don't actually have to study or do anything else!!!