Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: email@example.com
Tuesday, October 11, 2016
Full day of eating- food diary
It's been a while since i last did a food diary and it has been requested that i do more food diaries for inspiration. I dont know how often i will do them as i never remember everything i eat, but also that it can be triggering.
My appetite hasnt been the best today as i am feeling a little sick, but here is what i ate today:
Morning: 4 crisp bread with "butter" and vegan cheese & coffee with soy milk
Snack: 2 huge apples and 2 clementines
Lunch: Lentil soup with sweet potatoes and carrots and vegetables.
Snack: Vegetable soup (made in school) as several pieces of breaded swede (i.e just swede that has been coated in flour and then fried in oil) (the others in my class ate swede that had been coated in egg and flour and fried in butter )
Dinner: Lentil soup with carrots, soy meat and vegetables and 2 handfuls of peanuts and 2 crisp bread with "butter" and vegan cheese.
Dessert: 2 more crisp bread with vegan cheese and butter & a some chocolate-peanut ice cream!
Night snack: 2dl oats with chia seeds, cacaopowder, sweetner and 1 scoop vanilla soy protein powder and a huge handful of salted peanuts.
Everyday is different, somedays i eat more, some days i eat less... but this was what my body wanted today... even if that means eating 8 crisp bread with vegan cheese and butter in a day and several handfuls of nuts. Thats the energy and fuel my body wants :)