Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: firstname.lastname@example.org
Monday, June 13, 2016
Monday and filled with positivity and happiness
It is only 8.30am here and i am filled with energy, happiness and positivity!! Almost like i have too much so i just need to share it, haha. The complete opposite from yesterday, but that was yesterday and today is today! (Trying to be poetic)
I started my morning with a short run - my mind said yes to running, my legs said no XD But during my run i just felt so happy and free, filled with happiness and positivity. The sun was shining, i saw hares, deers and horses (Of course it's not uncommon to see those animals here in Sweden!), but it made me feel like one with nature. And i just stopped for a while and smiled with the sun shining down on me. It is a wonderful feeling to feel like this!
My mum likes to say, You can take the girl out of the country, but you can't take the country out of the girl.
This is rather true. I love nature and being in the forest and by the water. I love being outside and being active and enjoying the freedom which the country gives. But i do also love being in the city and being close to school or work or wherever i need to go. There are pro's and con's to both the city and the country, but i guess trying to have a mix of both is the best and being able to go out and run in the forest/nature is a great way to destress and feel closer to nature again :)
After my run it was time for breakfast and now some blogging and youtube before i decide what i want to do for the rest of my day.
I have cravings to bake.... raw snickers cake, donuts, oreo buns, raw caramel slices as well as make lots of falafels, chickpea burgers, hasselback potatoes, potatoe burgers etc
So who knows, i might spend the day in the kitchen and prepare lots of meals for the week so i dont have to cook each time i get hungry XD
I hope you all have a lovely day and dont forget to start and/or end your day with some positive thoughts!! It is only 8.30am, but i have already experienced 5 different positive things and had many positive thoughts and it is a lovely feeling :)
(yesterday evening - my boyfriend was so tired so he went to bed at 8pm, so i sat and watched documentaries and ate watermelon until i finally felt tired!)