Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
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Wednesday, May 4, 2016

Sunshine, ice cream and Oreos

What is the best way to celebrate that now I have a few days off from school with only at home study - of course to eat ice cream and Oreos in the sun!

Though that wasn't my initial plan for the day. My initial plan was to clean the apartment and get laundry done (decided to do that another day ^-^) and to but some normal summer clothes as I pretty much just wear the same clothes all the time and when I do but clothes it's just workout clothes.  However only 5 minutes into browsing the stores I realised why I hate it and don't buy clothes other than online.... its so much stress,so many people and just all too much for me. And instead I went to see if the American store had cinnamon buns as I've wanted to try make cinnamon bun waffles but instead I found two new oreo flavours I haven't tried.  And the excitement when I saw them.... ^-^ a goal of mine is to try as many oreo  flavours as I can and if I ever travel to the US I will most likely spend most of my money on Ben and jerrys and Oreos ^-^ Hahah

And then I went to the store to buy lemons, garlic and ginger and some strawberries.  I left the store with ice cream and ginger instead ... hmm,  wonder what the cashier thought! 

And then when I got back home I sat in the sun, tried to study and ate ice cream and Oreos! Though I can say I realised just how restless I am. I can't study outdoors it's far too distracting. .. I either need to sit by a table with music and focus only on study or do something else outside and preferably something active outside. .. just sitting in the sun isn't for me. But I do thoroughly enjoy the sunshine! !! Makes everything a little easier :)

At the moment I am going to make myself something proper to eat and then watch some series before I try to do another hour of studying!

I hope you all have a good day and find the positives in something! !


  1. That looks delicious!! What did you think of the Oreo flavors? :)

    1. I loved them both and they are my top 2 flavours now :) and third favourite is birthday cake! The cinnamon bun Oreos are so good and half the package is already gone ^-^

    2. how do you stop at *half* the packet? :-)

    3. hahaha, the sugar shock kicked in XD