Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: firstname.lastname@example.org
Thursday, May 5, 2016
Sunshine and travelling out to an island - flexing and happiness
I am sorry for the lack of posts today and i guess the next few days, but i am going to really enjoy the sunshine and try to just disconnect. But leave topics or questions and i will try to answer them and schedule some posts :)
Today has been a great day so far! After my morning post today i bought myself some strawberries and then ate them on the train to Stockholm while trying to study. And then i was home for about 5 minutes before i had to leave again where it was a drive out to the boat to the island (with a stop to do some food shopping!).
Once out on the island it was just to unpack, sit in the sun and wait for dinner to be served, which was salmon, boiled potatoes and salad as well as some type of chili sauce!
Today i have felt really happy, which you can see in the photos below... true happiness. The sun definitely makes a difference in how i feel and just allowing myself to be happy, not allowing myself to sit alone and feel sad. Instead forcing myself out to do something different and to do things, not just stick to routines.
Hopefully i will enjoy these next few days, however now all i want is sleep. I have been up since around 5.30am and its now almost 8pm and most of all i just want to curl into bed, wrap myself in a blanket and sleep. So tired mentally and physically, and i guess the sun also makes me a little extra tired!
I dont have so much else to write at the moment, but i will try my best to schedule some posts :)
While waiting for the boat... what do i do? Flex and take photos!
^^From my sisters snapchat XD
And ended the evening with a little drive around the island and some photos by the water!