Anyway, my plans for the day and the weekend? First off head to Stockholm and then i am going to take the boat over to the island where my step dads father has a house and we are going to spend the weekend there. At first i said i didnt want to follow with, i wanted to be in my own apartment... on my own... away from people. But after some thought i realised, how silly is that? Sure i have my routines, my habits and i enjoy being on my own, not to mention that i will most likely get more studying done on my own. But i need to realise that i need to live life as well, not just isolate myself away from everyone.... its almost summer and its going to be good weather, and all i really need to do is do the final bits of studying for my test and i can do that while lying out in the sun on an island. I dont need to be trapped indoors like a vampire avoiding everyone XD
Its so easy to get stuck in routines and habits and not want to do anything different. And when it comes to me and studying and school, then i dont want to do anything that will get me out of my routine or disrupt my studying. But i also need to realise that i need to do other things than study and spending time with my family is important, and being out in nature! So i am looking forward to it and hoping that the weather will be good, otherwise it will be a little disappointing. But also hoping that i will get lots of studying and revision done, so that i can feel calm for my test next week!
Now its time to head to the train station so i can be on my way to Stockholm.... So much travelling back and forth at the moment -_- Definitely not the most fun thing to do, but it could be worse.