You are always writting about how ocuppied you are all day studying, but sometimes when reading I wonder how much are you enjoying the things you do.
To the person who wrote this comment i hope you dont mind that i answer you in a post, not because i think your comment is negative but because i havent realised that maybe i portray myself/my life in that way? And that is not how i want to portray myself, though i can't deny that 1) My life is far from exciting i.e its school, study, working out, eating, blogging, watching series and then when i have the time and motivation i travel back to Stockholm to meet my family and boyfriend. And then when I am in Stockholm i do the same things as i do while on my own, so not exactly a "Wow, so amazing, so exciting life". But the important thing is that i am ok with the life i have, at the moment this is how my life is and i am not mad about it. Sure certain things could change i.e it would be nice to have friends at the school i go to, or to feel more free economically (But i mean how many students really feel that way? haha) or just have more time and motivation to do more things, but that is not how it is right now and well, i have accepted it and am ok with it!
And 2) I havent been in the best place mentally so then it's hard to be positive and that might come across through my writing, but i am getting better, even if i have my ups and downs. I am feeling happier somedays and of course life isnt as bad as it sometimes seems and that is important to remember!
And 3) the quote: "I stress about stress before there is even stress to stress about" is 150% applied to me and relatable. I am awful at coping with stress, doesnt matter how many "stress coping techniques" and advice posts i post on here i cant seem to help myself, though i do blame it on genetics as my family arent so great at coping with stress! So when it comes to school and deadlines i am just continuously stressed and that of course adds to negative thoughts and feelings in my life, so i know that i need to work on my stress coping skills!
However even if stress affects me alot and very negatively i actually love what i am studying, though it's only one week left of this 5 month course and that does make me a little sad because i have no idea where i will be studying in Autumn or if i will even be studying at all. That adds stress and anxiety to my life as my autumn is so unclear. But i do love what i am studying however deadlines and tests i am not so great at coping with however i do need to learn that i have about 4 years left of those deadlines and tests to deal with so sooner or later i need to learn, and then when i am working there will be stress there as well, so it's not like the stress will go away but it is about how i learn to deal with it!
I feel like i am going off on a tangent now but what i wanted to say was that i do like my life and what i am studying, and i LOVE living on my own and being independant and love studying nutrition. Even if it seems like i study all day... which i do in a sense, i do other things in my life as well but rarely share them as it is nothing interesting or "share worthy".
Life is about making the best of the situation and how things are and that is what i am doing. Focusing on the small positives in life and finding back to my once very happy and positive person and outlook i had, and slowly but surely i want to find back to that person i was!!
If you ever have any questions or comments or want to ask me something just comment below :) I have yet to begin replying to emails but hopeully in 2 or 3 weeks time i should have time/energy/motivation for it :)