Thus morning I woke up with absaloutly no mental or physical energy and no motivation for anything. Tired and unmotivated and a huge longing to be at home with my family. Feeling anxiety, hopelessness and being unmotivated first thing in the morning isn't the best way to start the day. I somehow managed to get ready and make my way to school but once I was there - and half an hour early, all I could think about was heading home again and skipping my lessons today and heading to stockholm. But unfortunately this week almost all my lessons are obligatory and start around 8am and finish at 2 or 3. This week I really don't want to go to school or study, but I guess I just need to accept that this week will be a tough week and in the weekend I might head home for Saturday anyway.
Today my goal is to just survive the day and try to get rid of this overwhelming anxiety which is inside of me and tru ti change my negative thoughts to positive ones. Only 7 more hours of school and then I can head home!!
I hope you all have a great day anyway :)