The title basically describes my current mood and situation. But I'm not going to complain, that's life!
Thursday evening I began feeling really tired and dizzy and then on Friday (i.e yesterday) I had to cut my studying time and head home as I felt so tired and when I got home the dizziness kicked in and there wasn't much done at all and by 8pm i was in bed and ready to go to sleep which was exactly what I did. However that meant I ended up waking up 5am and feeling not at all great but also realised that I fell asleep with my clothes on... not even aware of that fact yesterday evening, I was very much out of it yesterday evening. This morning I was freezing and cold and not at all excited for the 5 hours of tests.... in all honesty I don't/didn't have to do them. They are something I've paid for and choosen to do, but if I don't do them or chose to not show up today it wouldn't have mattered. .. just money down the drain as well as giving up the opportunity to try to higher my score in these tests. Though as they aren't a fail or pass test or have a huge impact I haven't felt stressed about them which is nice. .. its just sort of, do my best in my current situation considering I haven't studied for them and have about -10 on the energy and focus scale ^-^ but so far I've gotten 3 out of 5 tests done and it feels good. Only 2 more and then it's home time and going to buy myself some simple and delicious food to eat this evening infront of Netflix. And then tomorrow it's group work though if I feel the same way as today then I'll just stay in bed and have to help via online instead.
For now I am making the best of the situation and doing the best I can and well it always feels a little extra special to jump into bed when you've been busy all day.
After looking in the mirror I actually find it comical because I don't look well at all. I guess my outside/appearance show how I feel on the inside. Definitely not looking vibrant or fresh. .. hahah, anyway.
I hope you all have a lovely saturday and a great weekend if I don't write anymore posts!!