I dont really have a reason for my lack of update.... there wasnt much to write about and no inspiration to write any non personal posts, and as nothing much is happening in my life, there just wasnt much to write about.
Early mornings = very productive days. I woke before 6am yesterday so before 8am i had already cleaned my room, done 2 batches of laundry, hoovered, cleaned the kitchen and done some studying, and then by 8.30am i was at the gym, worked out and then headed to the library to study and after a few hours it was home time, an evening walk and then watch the last of the available episodes of the series "The 100".....
Then today was pretty much the same thing, early morning, workout that turned into a circuit and involved running, then studying at the library and then heading home to pack and then took the train to Stockholm. I think most people travelled away yesterday or earlier in the week as the town was so empty almost ghost like and the library which i went to - which is almost always full, there were almost no students. And also the train to Stockholm was almost empty, which was nice.... that was my plan as i figured that there would be many people travelling yesterday.
The train is actually a good place to study and write an essay, when there is barely anyone on the train anyway! Because then i know i have an hour to sit there and due to my limited 3G mobile data, then i can use that hour to write on my essay (i.e on word - offline) or look at my notes! And then when i got home to Stockholm i had to sit and wait for my parents to buy food and the ingredients for the Easter cake i am going to make. So then it was just to sit with my books again and snack on strawberries!
I actually feel quite confident for my test on Wednesday... i might not get 100% on the test, but i feel like i will pass anyway... though i dont want to jinx it by writing this... but i feel like even if i do fail (Hopefully not), then it wont be so hard to remember it all... because we are basically learning the fundamentals and basics... so it would be kind of embarrassing to fail considering that i already know so much about protein, carbohydrates, fat and vitamins... though all the small details like how they are absorbed, digested, the enzymes, transportproteins etc is a little more strenuous to learn, but i feel like i have it covered, mostly. So that is a HUGE stress reliever and i feel like i can relax now for these 2 days during Easter! It was kind of nice to just shut down on social media and just focus 100% on my work and not on other things.
Anyway, now it is time to bake the Easter cake we are going to have tomorrow :)
Would any of you like me to write any advice for Easter... otherwise you can look back on my old advice posts regarding Easter :)
But the most important thing... enjoy yourself, dont let food be the centre of the day. Food is nourishment and energy, and so is chocolate... if it makes you feel better, chocolate does have vitamins and calcium and such ;) So it has its health benefits!! Be kind to yourself and dont let your eating disorder ruin your weekend, i know its tough whether you suffer from restrictive eating or binge eating... i have celebrated Easter with both types of disordered eating/mind set and it is awful, but you can get through it!!
I got a lindt bunny from my mum :)