My current state is unmotivated. For everything.... school, study, making food, using social media... i dont even feel like watching series or films, i just sort of feel tired and exhausted. But at the same time i have all this energy inside of me. If there is one thing i am still motivated for that is the gym and my runs/walks. Exercise really is therapy, a calming place... a place to "just be" and to feel happy, to feel energetic and just feel good. The thing i cherish most at the moment is definitely my one hour at the gym or my morning walks/runs, they give me a peace of mind and a break from the tiredness and stress.
But anyway, as mentioned at the moment i feel so unmotivated for school and school work. It is interesting and i like learning all the new facts, but at the same time i just want a break as well, or not have the pressure of "You need to know all of this because you will be tested on it". Though i know that i am not alone with the lack of motivation, it feels like many others in my class and even my room mate all seem a little unmotivated. Tired of school and all the work. Though i think it also has to do with the weather change and how most people are just waiting for spring to arrive, and for it to get brighter. So i think that affects many as well and just leads to a sort of waiting and longing for "better times".
Right now i am just sort of "being" and doing what i can. Studying and getting as much work done as possible, going to my lectures despite not wanting to, and trying to keep my irritation for everyone and everything at bay, hahaha. I also have things to look forward to which is helpful, keeps me motivated.
I cant wait to head home on Friday and see my dog and spend time with my friends, and also longing for next week when i only have one lecture and then it is 4 free days of studying before celebrating Easter and then back to study. I am looking forward to spending time with my family as well hopefully, maybe eat a family dinner.... where i dont have to cook the food, haha.
Small things to look forward to are definitely helpful when there is a lack of motivation for life in general. When things just seem a little grey and dull and you feel tired, but at the same time there is energy... but energy for other things that your current routine and habits!!
Anyway, now i need to get ready for school and mentally prepare myself!
I hope you all have a great day and make this week great!!! If you are struggling, know that things can get better, you just have to keep going!