If there is one thing that makes me feel good, accomplished and calm is an effective and productive day. If I have been unproductive or haven't gotten the work I planned to do done during the day I usually go to bed with a form of anxiety, feeling like I haven't done enough and haven't stuck to my plan. Feel like a failure. But I am learning to accept that I can't be productive everyday. Sometimes I just need to tune out and not stress out over the fact that my day didn't go as planned, instead know that tomorrow is a new day. And that was the case for yesterday and today. Yesterday I got barely anything done.... I had planned to study but all I got done was go to my lesson in uni and then as I was so hungry I headed home instead but once at home I didn't get much studying done. That's how it is some days I guess.
Then this morning, it was no calm morning like I want and enjoy... instead I woke up at 7.45am with lots of noise in the stair case... then I remembered that they were going to change the Internet today, but I thought it was in the afternoon. So I go up quickly, made myself look more presentable and not like I just jumped out of bed and by 8.10am they were drilling holes and fixing with the Internet. .. lots of noise, shouting and not exactly a dream morning scenario! But I got ready, headed to the gym, worked out and then sat at the library were I worked very efficiently for 4 hours... and after that I felt that I was done with studying for the day. There is only so much the brain can remember, and when I can't even spell right because I'm hungry and tired, then I know it's time to head home.
I'm feeling content with my work done and now it's time for snacks and food, series watching and then writing on my report this evening when I have replenished my energy levels!!!
I hope you have all had a great day! And make the best of each day :)