Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Tuesday, January 5, 2016


I wanted to write good morning, but it is in fact not morning! !

However this morning I slept through my alarm (trying to sleep normal times!). When I did wake up my thoughts where Omg what day is it? What time is it? What have I missed now that I overslept. (Woke up at 8 instead of 7 -_-)

Haha then I realised it was Tuesday and I had nothing planned!  I wanted to leave the house early and get things done but for some reason it took me 2 hours to finally leave the house and the first thing was the gym. And there I spent more time than planned. ... I had alot of extra energy I guess and time just flew by! One thing I thought about was that I almost want to become a PT just so that I can spend 90% of my time in training clothed and it would be ok! !! I just want to live in big jumpers and shorts or training pants. The funny thing is that I love dressing up and wearing lots of make up, nice clothes and heels. But at the same time I love to have my hair like a pineapole and walk around in baggy clothes and training clothes!! Anyone else like me?

For the rest of my day I haven't done much... decided to use some fancy hair products and a face mask to try to feel more "fresh" ^-^ I do feel a little more fresh and human like and not like someone who has walked around in pyjamas for what feels like too long (though that's not the case in reality!) :)

Anyway, tomorrow I'm going to look at another room in an apartment.  The one I looked at yesterday was good, and rhe lady renting the room was lovely but there are pros and cons to everything and it feels like the cons out weigh the pros with that room so I think I'm going to keep looking! I am hoping that tomorrow goes well, I really do want to have a room or apartment that I can settle into!

Anyway, onto something else.... I've realised that my personal posts get more views than my advice posts. And some say they want more personal posts while others say less and to focus mostly on advice and helpful posts.... so i feel so confused? I don't have so much to write about myself and my life. Well, when I begin university there will be more excitement and things to write about.  A new chapter in my life :) but at the same time,my life isn't the exciting... hahah. So confused about whether the personal posts are appreciated or not... or if I should focus more on answering questions and advice posts?! I never really know, haha!

Also hopefully will get a new computer or get mine fixed within 2-3 weeks which will make blogging and answering  comments easier because at the moment it's tough just using my mobile! I don't think I've ever gone this long without a computer in my life... thankfully I haven't been studying or had to write essays as that would have been more problematic! Of course, I know there are worse things in life than not having a computer so I'm not complaining,  just stating :) :) we've all got our silly problems!!!

For now, I wish you all a lovely evening and a great rest of the week!!


  1. I love your company, and your company is more vivid in personal posts. But I am also not struggling with the other things any more, the way a lot of your readers are, so I wouldn't want to speak for others. Maybe it is irritating to be told again, I know you know, but in the end, please do what you want -- I think all of us who read this read it partly or largely because we like you, and it's nice to see whatever you feel like doing.
    Good luck with the apartments and with all things.

  2. Hej Izzy,
    your posts are great and your life IS interesting. You know sometimes i wish i had a life like you. im recovering from anorexia and depression and sometimes when im really down i start reading your blog and it makes me feel better... I do agree that you should do what you want, write about things you like to write.. You know, your blog is really perfect. You are inspiring me! Good luck and thank u for everything! :) (and sorry for my bad english,haha)