Its Sunday 17th January and i cant quite decide whether i think the time is going by fast or not. I guess the beginning of the year always feels like time slows down compared to the last few weeks of the year where time just flies by and you think about the whole year that has passed, but now i have a whole year infront of me with things to look forward to or plans to make. Nothing really planned for this year, not yet anyway!
But what i was going to write about is the fact that tomorrow i start university....So strange. I havent quite realised it yet.... Tomorrow and for 6 months (minimum) it will be back to studying. So strange to think. I still feel like a 12 year old at times who couldnt even think as far forward to now, when university is a real thing and an actual thing in my life. I mean university students always look so old, so mature..... and here i am, feeling like a 10 year old. Hahahah. I know i am mature in some sense but i guess what defines an adult, there is still so much to learn and to know!!
Today i am preparing for tomorrow and im going to buy train tickets so i can get to the university (as there are different zones and so i need a new ticket for the University zone) and also buying some notepads and going to see whether they have any of my books in the bookstore which i can buy. I was also looking at the time table for the trains and the days that i start at 8am (and finish at 3 or 4pm), i will have to leave the house at 6.15am..... That makes me tired just thinking about it. Leave the house at 6.15am, then back in Stockholm by around 6pm, then maybe workout (most likely not... but if i do i wont be home until 8 or 9pm.... and then its just to get up around 5am the next day again.). Usch, i am going to have to do something about my sleep, because otherwise there will be no way i can get up at 5 and survive on 3 hours sleep. -_- Anyway, luckily the first two weeks i begin at around 10am, so wont have to leave until around 8 so i mean, i can get up at 6 and manage that and hopefully my sleep routine will get better!!!
I am excited, but also so extremely nervous and anxious. I cant even put it into words, and there is alot i have kept from blogging about. But i am very anxious, nervous and scared. But i know once i begin things will feel easier. For now its just fear of the unknown i guess!!
Anyway, for now i need to get ready as i am leaving to go into town with my dad and sister and to get some things done and buy the tickets and notepads and such. And then family dinner and then just an evening mentally preparing for tomorrow!!!
I hope you have a lovely day and a lovely Sunday. Rest up and prepare yourself for the new week :)