Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
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Sunday, January 24, 2016

Photo an hour - 24/ January 2016

Woke up at 7am :
True transparency and got ready

8am: travelling to the gym (takes about 45 minutes)

9am: at the gym and cardio while studying (p.s I don't usually do cardio but I was waiting for my sister to join me at 10 so I thought I might as well study while on the stair master and finished with some treadmill walking )

10am: deadlift training and finished with a 20 minute AMRAP!

11am: stretching and finally done
(pre workout photo.) And p.s i dont recommend doing such long workouts and dont recommend doing both cardio and strength at the same time. But this was a once off ;)

12pm: brunch,  round one

(P.s there was a round two, but it was not so photogenic XD)

1pm: dessert

I was supposed to be "Natural" so i wasnt allowed to do the peace sign.... instead i just look even more awkward as i didnt know what to do with my hand XD
(I ate two waffles with cream & the chocolates and small cake pieces!)

2pm: home time (no photos so instead you get 6 of my recently saved and favourite screenshots!) And i know its supposed to be one picture... hahah

^^What i want for valentines... a beagle puppy and money XD

3pm: Netflix and green tea

4pm: Blogging

5pm: Washed my hair, moisturized, face mask and then some tea and netflix

6pm: I dont actually know what i did this hour... netflix, cleaned the kitchen, spent some time talking with my family XD

7pm: Made myself dinner (I eat the weirdest thigns when i eat on my own... this isnt even the weirdest combination!): (Quorn meatballs, peas, sweet corn, salted nuts, flaxseeds, beetroots and cottage cheese & then some crisp bread afterwards)

8pm: Cleaned my room (hate starting a new week with a messy room).

Now however my stomach is in lots of pain... i ate foods at the brunch which i should be avoiding at the moment, but i decided to disregard that fact.... and just like the past few months, the pain catches up with me. So the rest of the evening will just be spent lying in bed with lots of stomach pain :( But atleast i know it should mostly be gone by tomorrow morning anyway.

P.s know that i havent written everything i have done each hour ;) I have had some "Inbetween nibbles/snacks" and done other things... i mean i dont watch netflix a whole hour, i might watch 15 minutes and then go off and do something else and then come back and watch another 15 minutes etc :):)


  1. i love these posts, you should also do a video vlogg, would love to see that. also just a question, do you not find it awkward to take photos of food? or when you are out, do you worry about people staring at you or asking someone to take pictures of you? just wondering because sometimes i want to picture my meal but i worry what others will think. hope you feel better soon and the pain passes.

  2. This was great and the food looks good. Hope your new week is great.

  3. Glad you had a good day! Your waffles looked yummy!
    Hope the tummy pain is better