Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Tuesday - the day of plans and priorities

Tuesdays are one of my favourite days recently as i am free from school and can plan my day however i like and also can sleep in! The day started great however took a downhill by 11. 

For some reason my computer just stopped working. It started with the screen going blank and then suddenly not working at all.... and panic set in. I haven't done anything I. E dropped it or spilled water on it so I have no idea what happened. But also things are so much harder without a computer.  Granted alot can be done via my mobile but it is alot harder. Oving will be harder as I can't schedule posts as well as  auto correct doing what it wants. But also writing advice posts is harder from my mobile. And then it comes to studying as well, even if I can use my maths book I still need to do alot of.googling and watching YouTube videos which  an of course be done via my mobile but it's just harder. And now I can't watch series either..... However luckily I have gotten to borrow my mum's iPad for a little wile hut it's just a short term way to solve this problem. I do need my own computer for school and work. It definitely put a damper on my day and for the rest of the day I wasn't very productive, the best thing I did was make waffles and eat them before I even took photos,  hahah. But  that's the way it should be :) I got a little studying done but I just felt this inner irritation and anxiety which stopped me from getting so much done :( that's life. And I've just got to make the best of each day. And I'm liking forearm to crossfit this evening so I can get out of the house and do something fun!!

Another positive is that there was no snow today!!that's always a positive for me anyway, haha. 

Do you have any positives of the day? :)

Also,  leave some questions below if you have any so I can answer them in posts so that there is something to read anyway and I am going to try get around to answering some of the post suggestions once I find a way ti easier type/write! !


  1. I hope you get your computer fixed!
    I do have a question for ya: You were the inspiration for me to eat at least 3,000 calories and I still do though I am weight restored. I was just wondering if you still believe in eating that much following weight restoration? This is what I do, but sometimes I feel like I am the only one who eats this much. Thanks Izzy!

  2. I'm sorry to hear you've had PC issues! Modern tech can be like that, Lol! :) Hope u get it sorted soon.

    Positive of the day -- people praising my writing in class today -- so unexpected and I never realized others cared so much, it was so nice.

    Have a lovely evening X

  3. Hej igen!

    Jag skrev en kommentar förut på inlägget där du skriver att du diskuterat ditt måede med din mamma, men den syns inte. Jag vet inte om den inte "blev" för jag försökte skriva från mobilen.

    I alla fall, den löd typ såhär:

    1. Jag hoppas du får den hjälp du behöver för att du ska kunna må så bra som möjligt, det förtjänar du! Det förtjänar vi alla, att må bra alltså.

    2. Din blogg har hjälpt mig så! Har precis på riktigt bestämt mig för att ta mig ur den här jäkla ätstörningen, och det är mycket din förtjänst. Tack!

    3. Så jag har bestämt mig. Men när jag väl sitter där och ska äta/laga mat så glömmer jag det och börjar genast välja alla lågkalorigrönsaker, gör en sallad utan kolhydrater osv. Har du något tips på konkreta saker man kan göra just då? Alltså en Quick-fix. Typ ett blogginlägg du skrivit med punktlista på anledningar till att bli frisk? Något som går snabbt att läsa/titta på eller liknande för att peppa upp sig själv. Kanske en lista någon annan skrivit? Ett inlägg med inspirerande citat? Etc.

    Kram och tack igen!

  4. Hello- first comment, but I have been reading your blog for some time. I just want to thank you for being strong enough to show your vulnerability. It is so encouraging and inspiring. I am just starting to take action towards recovery and this blog is a big help. Bea