Wednesday and university results

So my morning starts by 1) waking up 10 minutes before I would have to leave for school.  Each evening I put on 5 alarms but because my mobile just does what it wants none of those 5 alarms rang and so I woke up late. At first I couldn't believe it and thought, how am I supposed to get ready, eat something, check my bag, brush my teeth and be out the door within 10 minutes. But then I check my phone and see that I have an email from my teacher saying that the class wasn't obligatory as it is just repetition. The relief I felt,  I mean it's not that it would have mattered if I came late anyway but if we were learning something new I wouldn't have wanted to miss it. And as I felt that morning stress and I hate coming late I decided to just spend the day studying in my own, I am sure I would learn more that way anyway.  Even if I'm sure I might have gotten some tips or tricks from the teacher. The choice was made so instead I had a half stressful morning before heading to the library. I also woke up with a blocked nose, blocked ears and sore throat this morning. So going to take lots of vitamins and minerals and get enough rest (so no working out for a few days) and hopefully a cold won't break out completely :) I think it's just the stress from the past weeks that has built up and now when I'm not feeling so stressed (weirdly)"cold like symtpoms" break out. Oh well, that's the winter months!!

Also,  I got the result from my application to university and I got into 2 courses and a reserved place for the dietician program!! Yaay!!!! I was not expecting that. I haven't said yes but I am pretty sure I will :) I want to study both courses but that would mean studying 133%, haha not sure that works? But atleast the first course which is the first term which is 5 or 6 months long I think. It will be alot of chemistry and biology and alot of paper writing but it has to be learnt and it's the first course of the dietician program.  I am hoping I get into the program though which is 3 years :)   I am super excited and all ixwant to do now is to solve money and loans (sucks to have loans but It's the only way) and also to try to find an apartment. I could travel but that would mean roughly 3 hours of travelling a day and I really don't feel like that, so hopefully I get an apartment otherwise I will have to commute each day. At the moment I am struggling to study maths as I am so excited about university!! I find out whether I get into the program on the 28th, but as I want to study the course anyway and have gotten into the course I can begin looking for student apartments now :) it is exciting and scary.

When I told my boyfriend and we talked on the phone I know he was a little sad about it. I think he has sort of been dreading the results, as he knows that if I got in i would move... and i do feel bad for him,  but if we both want the relationship to work then it will. And it really isn't so far, 90 minutes with public transport or a 50-60 minutes car drive. So its nothing, but I guess not being able to see each other whenever might be tough. Also the fact that I have been so stressed and busy with maths that I haven't had so much time for friends or my boyfriend. But I'm not so worried about our relationship, I am just exited to move and to study something (very tough but hopefully fun!). I mean  I might not even be able to move and will just have to commute and then we won't be able to see each other anyway as all my time will be spent commuting, at school, studying or the gym. Anyway, exciting news and as I just feel like saying "f**k it" about maths I thought I would write a post :) I still need to pass my maths test bht atleast I know I got into university!! Yayyy.

*picture, how im feeling right now!*