Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, December 23, 2015

No matter how bad things feel - you won't feel this way forever


  1. well I hope this is true because right now I feel pretty awful. Nothing fits right. My jeans are getting too tight around my stomach because of this awful bloating so I tried the next size up but they just hang off my way too skinny legs. In desperation I have brought some stretchy leggings - hopefully with a longish jumper my legs won`t look too noticeably terrible.
    What did you do in recovery and how did you cope? This is awful. I live in pyjama bottoms at home but obviously have to wear something decent to leave the house in. How do I get over feeling so selfconscious?

  2. Dresses and tights. Less issue with sizes that way. Also, cute loose or flowy tops and sweaters over leggings. You feel put together and don't have to constantly change sizes. I add a necklace or something sparkly to make myself feel better. I stayed away from jeans for a while and that helped, too. Looking nice and put together in cute dresses with tights made me feel more motivated to go out and more comfortable with myself :) Also, Merry Christmas! Xo

  3. Thanks for the ideas! I brought some stretchy leggings and they really are far more comfortable which makes me feel a bit better about myself.
    Hope you`re having a happy Christmas!